Growing up, I never fit in the way everyone else did, When we played team sports, I was always the last bid. That extra player that neither team wanted or needed, Captains would willing trade me, it was that deep seeded. It wasn't that I was bad at sports or anything like that, I was … Continue reading I’ve never fit in
Tell me something you think about at 2a.m. when your eyes refuse to stay closed and your mind is racing.
I didn't toss and I didn't turn, My eyes fell closed like lead doors would. I'm sure I laid still and stiff, As a child almost does, as surely only a log could. The hours of the day had been long Tedious, they drew longer than they should, But the day over, I was fine, … Continue reading Sleep feels good.
My life has been a little crazy these days with all of the things I have going on. I work 14.5 hours at one job per week, around 30 hours per week at the other, plus I'm a university student taking 5 courses and I recently started dating this guy. All my nights are late … Continue reading Life is a little crazy
He says the words over and over, as though we're slow and can't understand, this very basic content, the situations that are at hand.
It's not raining or snowing, Still the leaves are not growing, The air is crisp in an uncomfortable way, But where we live, it's just a normal day. The sidewalks are sleek with ice, The sun shines down, which is nice, It's a Wednesday, so just a dull day, where we force ourselves to walk … Continue reading It’s just a Wednesday
So yesterday I came home to find him in my bed, he looked like he was getting up, so I tackled him instead. I loved that he was already at my place, that we was there, So I could feel him close to me, his fingers in my hair. Honestly I know that if I … Continue reading You could just stay…
Banging on my door at 7 o'clock, it was BANGING, not a simple knock, I'm running late, I really need to go, No matter how fast, I feel slow, I grab my things, I look a mess, This is less than ideal, so much less, Oh well I say as I straighten outfit, I'm always … Continue reading Rushed
He's very careful with me, as though I'd be broken easily, He kisses my forehead and eyes, I smile as I realize, that he isn't like anyone I've ever known, and it's not a game, everything has shown, I know he's a weirdo and he's done a lot on his own, But I know neither … Continue reading He’s seeing it all
We were laying in each others arms, I felt his lips brush my forehead, cheek and nose, Faintly felt his lips touch mine , But I wasn't quite sure, so faint, so close. So I shifted a bit and leaned down, Kissed him as awkwardly as only I can, This brown eyed innocent person, … Continue reading Starting to make sense of an innocent