I keep having this dream, where I'm reaching over him to get something and when I asked him to give it back, he says "make me". And then I kiss him like it's easy, like it's nothing. And that's the kind of brave and bold girl I wish I could be.
I can feel the energy vibrating in through my arms My cells setting off alarms I can't even begin to describe how it makes me come alive It allows me to focus and strive I know that it's wrong and I honestly don't even care As long as it's only as needed, rare. I'm not … Continue reading wrong but so right
He kissed me on the cheek, and I smiled but didn't speak. he said "I'm not good at this", and I nodded, "nobody is". It was awkward like us, so there was no fuss. I had a great day by his side, As I tried not to hide. I wanted him to see me, The … Continue reading No fuss
If you let me, I'll run you over, Not with a car, but with my personality, with my life. I will trample you under my problems, integrate you so you can't get out, and hold on for dear life, If you let me. But why would you let me? I'm crazy quick wit, sarcastic, Those … Continue reading If you let me
My friends are quite polite you see, for they are always lying to me. If I say I'm fat they'll jump right in, saying I'm just borderline not thin, I'm extra chubby one will say, Or Thick, it's just another way, To say, yeah you're fat but it's okay, We'll always love you anyway.
When I hear his name I smile, I haven't felt that in a while. Like he hung the moon, and his laugh makes me swoon. It's silly and immature, but he makes me feel secure. like I'm a kid at fourteen, What does this feeling mean? Is it a crush, or is it love? maybe … Continue reading Unsure but ready to leap
It's two years later, I've now known you for nearly four and I can't seem to pull my eyes away, like I did before. I can't remember the day we met or how we became friends Where we feel comfortable trading stories and doing book lends. I've worked with you listening to crazy music, playing hangman … Continue reading I can’t remember how we met.
The sun rises outside my window, I close it to block the noise Your voice in my head is all I hear, not elegant, arrogant or poise. It takes on it's own edge, because you're not a creature socialization, you're an individual, fighting to maintain himself in this civilization. Your quirky smile tugs at my heart … Continue reading Walls so high…
He makes me laugh, In a cold world, In a dark world, He leaves me smiling.
No, I never thought things would be this way Not when I was little, when I didn't have a say I thought it would be different, that it would be good But then I guess life never turns out as it should. You used to give me hugs, and say you loved me... Yet through … Continue reading watching me fall