In 2018, I got a boyfriend, we moved in together, I was in my last year of school, I was trying to stick my foot in the door at my job, and I was working 2 jobs. All of this meant I never really had any time off to spare. In December, I finished school … Continue reading A lot of change is okay
Ever since I was little, I've been sensitive to the feelings of the people around me. I don't mean that I know when people are sad or angry so much as I pick up the feelings they're dishing out. So today, my boyfriend was being quiet, passive, just overall in a little bit of a … Continue reading Like a flower…
Cute event of the week: So Yesterday, I brought my boyfriend home with me because I needed to pack to spend the night at his place. So I needed my laptop bag, which I grabbed and set aside. He proceeded to pick it up and put my laptop in it, with my charger, then he … Continue reading 11 months ago…
Over the years, I have had a number of boyfriends. Each one vastly different from the last, and each one teaching me something along the way. It is only now, that I am with my current boyfriend, that I'm starting to learn how to be myself. With my ex's, let's call them S and J, … Continue reading Realizing who I am
Story Time: The other day I went to Chapters to buy some books for a class I'm taking next semester. Being an avid Chapters client, I quickly went to the search engine and started trying to figure out which section to go to. The store manager, an older fellow asked if I needed help and … Continue reading Book Man
Sometimes you're sitting in your room. You know what you need to do and you know how much time it'll take to do it. So you tell yourself "I'll do it today" or "I'll do it tomorrow" but you already know you won't. Not because you don't want to, even though you don't. And not … Continue reading Under pressure.
Every so often, I lay in my coffin, The walls close in, as I lay within, closer and tighter, darker not brighter, I feel held in its arms, It rings no alarms, I drift to sleep as I'm buried deep.
Love is patient, love is kind, I'm going to be clingy, do you mind? Roses are red, violets are blue, I just want to be with you.
So I brought my boyfriend to meet my family this past weekend. I spent the whole time trying to pretend, that I wasn't uncomfortable and neither was he, with the awkward conversations of my family. We came late and left early but still felt it was too long, For years I've struggled to fit … Continue reading It’s been a while…
Every relationship has doubts. You enter into this agreement to be with a person and suddenly you realize it's not everything you expected. Maybe it doesn't feel like it should and maybe you start to get irritated by their little quirks. These doubts come from our expectations and cloud our bigger picture. I could be … Continue reading Doubt