Early morning thoughts of running away, have me on the coast someday. Where the view is water and nature, and you feel protected and secure, as you look out over the ocean view, everything that is old becomes new. You consider that there's no place you'd rather be, than in this open space, so vast … Continue reading Escape
"It wasn't that bad" he said. As he tore himself from my bed. My body was raw and sore, because he kept insisting on more. I had let tears roll down my face, but still he kept at pace. "It's not rape" he declared. Claiming that I had been prepared, When I said yes an … Continue reading No means no
So I think it's clear that he doesn't like me, I know that it's something everyone can see. But I get obsessed and I can't help myself, like he's the cookie jar on the shelf. I'm always looking at the jar, wanting to get in and it's just sitting there, looking off into oblivion. And did … Continue reading My obsession doesn’t reciprocate
So yesterday I got a year older, It didn't make me wiser or bolder, It didn't make me look more mature or feel less insecure. It was another birthday candle on cake Birthday wishes issued for my sake A normal day aside from that and now a new day is up to bat.
I had a dream that my dad passed away, It's not the first time I've woken up this way, With sweat down my back and tears in my eyes, Unconsciously unable to realize That it's just a dream and It's all be okay, At least I curl into a ball and that's what I say … Continue reading he’s fine, I’m fine
So I met his family and their friends, and I had to pretend that I wasn't at ends, with who I am and who I should be, What side of me should I let them see? If I'm too sassy am I rude or mean, What if I'm too quiet and I'm not really seen? … Continue reading Set the mood
We "live in a world full of people pretending to be something they're not" But what if that's all they've really got? What if everyone dresses, talks and acts the same Because being anything different would make them lame? Those who choose to be themselves are crazy, Those who dress comfortably are considered lazy. So … Continue reading Something we’re not
So I'm sitting at my desk and I'm thinking about Scotland. How I could go anywhere, do anything between the ocean and the sand. How I didn't know anyone so all I needed to be was me. How I had never been anywhere where I felt so free. And then I realize that it wasn't Scotland or … Continue reading thoughts
It's funny how sometimes, the smallest things can make us grin. Without even realizing it, They've made our world spin. And I don't think I mind, I really don't mind at all. Babe I hope you're ready to catch, Because I'm about to fall.
He's good. In all the ways that I am not. And it kills me. Because I can't be innocent. I can't be pure. Too much of this world has tainted me, with the things from which he is secure.